So I haven't blogged in a while and figured I should. Lots have been happening. Dad has finsihed his 3 week treatment of radiotherapy and he seemed to do quite well with it. He has had a few times when he has been in a lot of pain but it seems to be less than the chemo gave him. I really hope it has worked. We're all in limbo now as we're not really sure what happens next. I don't think there is any more treatment and if there is, I'm not sure if Dad will accept it. So it's kind of a...what comes next? No one really wants to think about the what comes next part. I hope it doesn't come for years. Dad mentioned again the other day about sorting out his funeral. I have found a reading. Not sure if I'd be able to stand up there and read it without crying though but I'd give it a good go. Still looking for music. Nothing really seems appropriate. Not sure where God is or what He's doing exactly. Dad's cancer is now in the lung and no one is really saying what good the treatment has done. However, God is here. My Dad is still alive and still strong. So God is definitely here. At least I pray that He is.
I don't want to lose Dad. I can't imagine what life would be like without him. He is my Dad and he doesn't deserve this. I love my Dad loads and I just want him to live! Please save my Dad God. xxx
